Wednesday, October 5, 2016

I'm SO SORRY!!

Guys, I really am so, SO SORRY!
I haven't posted in such a long time, and I apologize. I've been quite stressed lately, with all the CA testing in my school. I had 4 tests on Tuesday! In a row!
Yeah, that's how bad it was.

But again, I apologize. I should be trying to fit a post in, but I've just been so busy, and once I'm not, I'm tired because I stay up super late. I will try my very best to post more often, and I'm pretty sure, no, I PROMISE I'll post over the weekend. This week has just been horrible for me, and I've had to study so much.

I hope you all understand. To be honest, I missed posting, and I missed all of you. Going back to school has made me realize...my online friends might be better friends to me than my friends IRL. I wish you guys went to my school, so then I'd actually be able to sit by someone at lunch and not be a shy dork. I try to sit by my friend, but she always ignores me when her other friends are around, though not on purpose. So then I feel stupid, because my other friend doesn't have my lunch, and I don't really have any other super close friends there. I survive, though. :1
So...yeah.

Like I said, I promise to post over the weekend! I truly hope you all understand!

-swirlshine

41 comments:

  1. It's ok Swirl! School has to come first... Sadly.
    I'm so sorry you aren't having a great time at school. I've always been part of a big group of nutty friends, but I can admit that sometimes my online squad are sometimes better friends then them. And outside of my friendship group and a few other people, everyone thinks I'm a loser. I'm mildly bullied a lot and told I have no friends because I only have two of my friends in my form and they don't know I have other friends in other forms.

    I wish I could fly to America and help you out :(

    As for tests, whoa. 4 in one day? That's crazy :o
    I get uber stressed out in tests. When I had my maths test at the end of year 7, I was shaking as if I had just had ten full sugar Dr peppers XD

    I really hope things get better for you, and remember you always have your squad on the interwebs!


    -AJKraft

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    1. Yes, sadly. D:
      I hang with a very small group of friends, but one doesn't have my lunch, one ignores me, though not on purpose, and the other, my newer friend...well, I'm shy to walk up and ask to sit with her because, well, y'know. Other people sit there too. What if I'm interrupting?
      But basically, my friends are great, but they tend to be stolen away by other friends. :1

      I'm very sorry you get bullied. I wish I could fly to where YOU live to kick those bullies! ):(

      Yep, it was VERY stressful!
      XDDD
      Math makes me SOO nervous.

      Aw, thank you Kraft! You're awesome! ;)

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  2. :O 4 tests?! IN A ROW?!?!
    Idk, we're rather lucky this year. We only had 1 exam so far. We would normally have about 3 exams today, but our Geography teacher decided to cancel it and about 15 kids in my class didn't know we had Physics today o,O

    I quite understand you about the school thing. I actually have a few friends, but I only have 2 "friends" in my class (ok, actually, 9 out of 11 girls are ok with each other), and I sit alone. Which is dangerous. Because when a teacher changes seats to some students, I am the one to sit with the "worst choice". And my BFF moved when we were like, 5 years old. When she returned, her family found a new, bigger house, which is 16 underground stations further than their previous one! :cri:

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    1. Yup. *Dies just thinking about it* XD
      Lucky indeed! No fair! XD

      Aw, I'm sorry about that, and I understand because you said you understand. XD!
      I'd totally sit by you! :)

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    2. And the 3 girls I normally hang out with are in a different class D:
      If only every blogger was in my class (with every I mean in the WJN and the ''community'' formed XD), school would be *a little* fun.
      About the lunch thing, we all it at the school court. Which is terrible. You see, what I have to do is, go to the school cafe, wait in the HUGE line and lose my whole 5-minute break, then go to the cafe AGAIN, get crushed by that annoying guy from my class that eats,like, 3 mega-toasts every day, order MY toast, which is a NORMAL toast and I only have ONE while I work HARDER than HIM, I give some to my friends so I only have half a toast for breakfast, which I eat on the NEXT break.
      (My sad mornings in a paragraph XD)

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    3. Aw!
      I agree with you there!

      Yikes. O.O

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  3. Awww! *huggles Swirl*

    I know, life can be tough. I'm just glad to know your alive. XD I really hope your school gets wayyyy better and easier.

    Also, AWWWWW! :'( *sniffles and blows nose into Swirl's sleeve* Oops, sorry! >.< XD But really, I wanna jump through this screen and land in your world and go to school with you. I would make sure I'd be in EVERY class you have. XD If the teachers don't let me, I'LL MAKE THEM! XDDD

    But really. That sounds super sad and kinda like me. I had a friend who had loads of other friends so when she saw them, I'd hang in the background uncomfortably. :/ My blog friends are SO STINKIN AMAZING! Why can't you all move into my neighborhood and we can be happy? (OHHH, ANOTHER IDEA FOR STORY! What if all the bloggers lived in one neighborhood?! IT'D BE CRAZY AWESOME! I COULD JUST WALK OUTSIDE AND SEE YOU ALL! XDDD)

    Well, I'll see ya later, Swirl! ;) (Perhaps you can come to my party on Saturday? Peerrrrhaps?!)

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    1. *Huggles back*

      Thank you!!! :D

      Aw, you're too kind, Lost! ,:)

      You: Miss, can Swirl and I sit by each other?
      Teacher: Well, then I'd have to move someone else, and-
      You: LET ME SIT BY HERRRRR!!!!!
      *Teacher stares* O...okay...

      XDDD

      You just described my life.
      I know, right!? It's amazing how people on the Internet can become your closest friends, huh!?
      OOOOOO I FEEL A STORY COMING ON!!!! I've always wanted friends I could walk across the street to!

      Party? Count me in! And thank you so, so much, Lost. Your comments always make me smile! :)

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    2. ^___^

      XDDD That's PERFECT! That's exactly what I'll say!!

      Heh, yeah... Me and my friend actually aren't... friends anymore. I'm gonna tell the story cuz I trust you. <3

      So me and my friend were best friends since we were 5. We had every single birthday party together.
      Then one day, it was close to her birthday. So I asked her when it was going to happen.
      She surprised me and said it had already happened. I hadn't be invited.
      Her reason was this: My parents probably wouldn't have let me stay up all night with her best friends. So she didn't bother asking.
      That really hit me hard. I know it sounds lame but it was the first time I hadn't been to her party. I held back tears and said bye and left.
      After that, I struggled talking to her. I felt I was growing farther away from her and she didn't even notice.
      I didn't wanna admit it but... once I did, I cried. It hurts to lose a friend.
      Now whenever I see her, I'm all awkward and embarrassed. She likes to spoil TV shows that I'm watching, books I'm reading, and movies I haven't watched yet. Sometimes we'd get in an argument and I'd walk away, angry. But then she'd come over and told me I shouldn't be mad. So I ran right back because I didn't have any other friends. It was just her.

      Ok, I really didn't want to make you guys feel sorry for me. :P So I'll quickly make it better. After me and her stopped being friends, I was alone. I had my family and my online friends. But then I went to camp and now I have new friends. Only one lives near me but still. :)

      Thanks for letting me spill. XD It feels good to let it out. :D

      YES! I HAVE A KAJILLION AWESOME FRIENDS ONLINE! GGUUUUYYSS, I need someone to make a machine where I can jump through screens into your world. XD
      :O YOU SHOULD WRITE IT! XDD Me too! I don't have any friendly neighbors! XD

      :o PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE COMMME! XD I think it's just gonna be me, Koolest, and 2fangwolf. :P Aww, Swirl... *hugs* Your comments always make ME smile! :D

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    3. Aww. I'm very sorry, Lost. I'd feel terrible, too. D,:
      But I'm glad you got through it. ,:)
      Honestly, though, I'd become your friend when you were alone in a heartbeat if I lived by you. :)

      No problem! That's what friends are for!

      YES! I WILL DIE IF NO ONE MAKES THAT!
      Oooo! Good idea!
      :O
      MAYBE THAT COULD BE MY ENTRY FOR GRACIE'S CONTEST!!

      :,)
      You're too amazing, Lost. Words can't describe how amazing you are. c:

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    4. Aww, thanks, Swirl! <3
      If I lived near you, I would be your bestie and stay with you... forever... XD :D

      :O YES YES YES! YOU TOTALLY SHOULD DO THAT!

      I'm just writing about the story AJHQ made about the animals being all divided and then phantoms come and destroy and get rid of every species except for the monkey, wolf, bunny, tiger, panda, and koala. But I'm taking a little twist with it. XD I'll post it on my blog after the contest, just so no one can take the idea, y'know. :P

      Awww! :,) You're so sweet. <3 You are really an encouragement to me. You make me happy with even the shortest post or comment. You make me laugh every time I see you. You make me feel valued and I couldn't possibly ask for a better friend than you. c:

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    5. Me too! And you know what? You're already considered a best friend to me, whether I've met you IRl or not!

      I will!
      *Starts thinking up storyline*
      XD

      Oooo! That sounds awesome! I can't wait to read that! :D

      Even just that last part made me grin. I feel the same towards you. :,)

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  4. Hey Swirlshine! Loafing (hehe) your blog!
    Don't worry about it :)! We all lack posts sometimes.
    Aww.. I'm sorry you've been stressed lately. I'll let everyone and you know this lil' secret. Well it's not really a big secret.. I have anxiety all the time. Especially this week >.<. Pray and ask God for help :) he can get ya through it!
    I don't go to public school, but I did have a similar situation at church actually. I was trying to hang out with two girls at church, but they seemed to ignore me, and they were sorta immature.. But my parents prayed for God to send me a friend. And ya know what? I made a new friend at church. Now we hang out every Sunday. Ask God to send you a friend. And maybe talk to your parents about it too :)

    Remember, God made YOU!

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    1. Thank you Gracie! I'm very glad you enjoy the WJN!
      Very true. :)
      Aw, I'm very sorry you've got that. I'll most certainly do that, and I'll pray for you as well!
      That's awesome! God really does work miracles, huh? Thanks for the advice, Gracie! You're an amazing friend!

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    2. *CRIES HAPPILY* IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR MY FIRST COMMENT FOREVER
      *cries* Meh first comment

      Remember, God made YOU!

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  5. P.S. I don't think I can follow comment rule number 5.. (Girly scream, tries to hide behind couch)

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  6. I like Gluten Free frozen waffles... But are those even considered waffles anymore? Ok sorry I'll stop spamming #FirstTimeCommentingHere

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    1. Spam as much as you'd like, I love replying to comments! As for the waffle thing, if it's got waffle in the name, it's a waffle. XDD

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    2. Did
      Did I seriously..
      Use a hashtag? *sighs*
      Cringey me from less than a year ago...

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  7. I understand completely! It's fine swirl!

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  8. If you were homeschooled, you could have had leftover tuna casserole for lunch. Yaaaay. XD I ate alone too.

    (DXplorergirl)

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    1. XDD

      Man, we'd all be great friends if we went to school together! Our group of friends would be HUGE!

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    2. @Karalee Lol, I never eat alone. Inless I am late for dinner or breakfast or lunch..

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  9. 1.It's okie! XD
    2. btw what is the poll for? Are you going to post pictures?
    3. when are you going to get the account and what will be your name? just wondering bc the'What should my youtube name be when I get an account?' has been up for awhile. XD
    4. Are you doing the Graciepopstart91 story contest?
    *King Tough Bunny
    *King Tough Bunny

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    1. 1. Thanks for understanding, King! :)
      2. Oh, the landforms poll? For fun! :)
      3. My YouTube name will be Swirlshine, since I let others decide in an old poll. I'm not sure exactly when I'll get an account. Maybe over a break?
      4. Yes, I'll try to think of an idea this weekend, since I've too stressed lately to even think about the contest!

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  10. OPPSA forgot
    5. WHEN IS THE NEXT ICING AND FRIENDS BEEN FOREVER! ;O XD PLZ HURRY AND MAKE NEW CHAPTER!!!
    *King Tough Bunny

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    1. I'll try! Hopefully one will come out this weekend, so stay tuned!

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  11. I FOUND THE BEST VIDEO EVER

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_XfBUUN1K-o

    SCREAMS

    -KRAFTKRAFTKRAFTKRAFTKRAFT

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    1. *Stares breathlessly*

      OH MY GOSH!!!!! I ALMOST CRIED BECAUSE IT WAS SO FLIPPING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      *Fangirls for the rest of the night*

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    2. I have only read about Warrior Cats, XD Those must be really trained cats! O:

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  12. In times like this, you need an owl city song, XDD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5H-IA_D3lqY

    P.S
    do not ask about the video O.O

    P.P.S

    I hope you make lots more friends

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    1. OOOOO OWL CITY!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAYY

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    2. My computer blocked it NOO! What's it called so I can look it up?

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    3. OOO! I LOVE THAT SONG!!

      Goooooooold
      I know you're gold!

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  13. Btw, Swirl need to talk to you, my den!

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