Anyway, my life has been...interesting...lately, and I just wanted to make a post about it. What better place to let it out than a blog?
You guys: Um, a diary?
Me: But that hurts my hand. All that writing!! (XD)
You guys: Then type it!
Okay, I'll admit it. I REALLY wanted to post about this on here so I could hear what you all have to say. I'm not trying to make you all feel sorry for me or anything, promise! I just end up so much more encouraged when I receive comments on posts like this.
So, here we go.
Topic #1. Friends
Okay. Remember how I said that my best friends had been ignoring me (though not intentionally)? Well, it got worse. A lot worse.
One of my friends is a lot better than the other right now. I mean, yes, she DOES get dragged off and away by other friends almost all the time. But at least SHE talks to me.
My other friend?
She doesn't even acknowledge me anymore.
I see her in the hallway, and if I wave or look at her or anything, she just walks by. In the gym in the morning, she doesn't even come up to say hello to me. She's not TRYING to ignore me, at least, I don't think, but the problem is that she's always wrapped up in her other friends. There are these 2 twins, who are actually super nice, that seem to be the major friend-stealers. They're not doing it on purpose. People just like them for some reason. And then there's that girl who cusses a lot and called me innocent, major friend-stealer #2/3. Again, she's not trying to do this.
Truthfully, I'm mad at that one friend right now.
When I become good friends with a person, I try to stay loyal and make time for each and every friend I've got.
What does SHE do? Exactly the opposite.
I honestly feel like she's betrayed my trust. I'm avoiding her for the time being. She seems to be changing, and not in a good way.
I'm just waiting until she figures out that I'm standing a few feet away from her.
Thankfully, I've got two new friends, and I've been hanging out with them a lot. They're funny, kind, encouraging-what more could I ask for? Those 2 are counted as best friends at the moment!
I'm very annoyed and angry with my old friend's behavior, but I'm just glad I gained some more to take her place, just in case she drifts away completely.
Topic #2. Basketball
I've been doing basketball tryouts after school for the past 3 days. I'm not exactly good at things like free-throws and all that, but I'm pretty awesome at defence, if I do say so myself!
Still though, problems occured.
I've been noticing that people, mostly diva-girls, like to shout out what I'm doing wrong. True story here- Today, we were doing layups, and I noticed a girl missed hers, but she got the rebound and tried again. Nobody really cared. When I decided to do it, I heard people going "Why'd she do two?"
Okay, so you ONLY CARE WHEN I DO IT!!??
People also kept telling me what I was doing wrong. That sounds like a stupid reason to be mad, I know, but I HATE being underestimated. SO BADLY. I'm pretty sure it's my biggest pet peeve. When people correct me, I feel like they think I don't know how to do whatever-the-heck it is we're doing.
Plus, people today were all pointing out my flaws. Why not the things I did well?
I dunno. I'm just a very odd child with a very odd life.
That's all I've got to say for now! I'm looking forward to you guys' comments below! Sarah, what Owl City song would help me in these situations? XDD