Wondering

I'm gonna do this intro like I did in the last post.

Me: Hey, everyone. I'm back again. Wait, you can clearly see that, why am I telling you this? I dunno.

You Guys: Are you okay?

Me: Yes, fine. Why?

You Guys: Because you're not using exclamation marks, or screaming things in caps. 

Me: Can't a girl type her post's intro like a normal, calm person?
You Guys: Yeah, but you're just not that girl.

Me: Point taken. :P

Hehe. Did ya like that? I did, XD!

So, I've been revealing more and more about myself on blogs. Why? Because I trust you all. I know that you would never make fun of me, or give the info to others who would make fun of me. You get me, and you're my friends, so I feel comfortable telling you guys things. And some of you are going through the same things, which makes me feel a whole lot better. I don't know what I'd do without you. 

Since I feel so comfortable around you jammers, should I make a post with a few "secrets" about me? I find that putting this stuff on blogs really helps. The "secrets" I haven't already shared are not exactly good things, but like I said, it helps to know that my friends get me. Plus, I feel like you guys are so close to me that I shouldn't be hiding much from you. 

So...should I do it? Should I do a post on it, or instead, maybe a page explaining a lot about me? The page would also include positive things. But I dunno. You guys decide. 

Honestly, I've also been wanting to let you all know how I feel about you. I'm eternally grateful. You guys are considered good friends, whether I've met you IRL or not. You're always so kind, and I love that. You also give me your opinions when I post about mine. I like that, too! That opens my mind to what other people think, and sometimes even makes me change my opinion a little bit. 

Like I said earlier, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're so supportive, you help out whenever I need it, and you stay positive. I've never met such a large group of people who are so much like me. I always think about what it'd be like if all of us went to the same school. We'd be a great group of friends! And, a lot of us would fit in more that way. I know that I don't fit in as well as I'd like to. I try to, but even if others feel like I fit in fine, I don't exactly feel the same all the time. Plus, school drama/work really stresses me out sometimes, and even if some of my other friends aren't around, I could always talk to someone. 

But, I guess there's no point in going on about something that could never happen. I just like to think about it sometimes, you know? 

I guess I better wrap this up now. Just keep being you, everyone. As long as you do that, you'll always be considered, along with my IRL ones, my best friends. 

I know that this may be considered sappy or inspirational by some people, but I just wanted to show you all that you're more than just commenters, more then jammers. You're my friends. :)

Remember to Party Hard, Be You, and Jam On, everyone!